November 26th, 1:17
oh god what I--djfhke my head is in such a flurry right now WHAT'S GOING ONNNN ///orz
Amanda kindly informed me earlier tonight that the application deadline for CSUs is the 30th. As in Monday. As in five four days from now. AHAHAHAHK JRHFGKER ///orz So yeah I'm just gonna stick with CSU since they are cheaper and stuff and yeah.
SO...since I don't really have time to research properly I'm just like "I'LL APPLY TO ALL THAT HAVE A MARINE BIO MAJOR OPTION HURR" and also that I am just generally biased towards or something idk. Basically a "shoot first, ask questions later" method to apply for colleges. 8| TOTALLY SMART AMIRITE. Then I remembered the $55 app fee so fffff but I dunno if I can get that waived; I'll ask my mom/bro in the morning about that. Since technically speaking my parents' income for 2009 is $0 (and if that doesn't get my fee waived then I dunno what will) but that seems like an exaggerated lie to get free money and I do not want to screw things up when it comes to financial aid so...yeah...saving these apps to finish tomorrow...
and basically I am feeling very "AAAAAAAAAAAAAH" because I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING??? kjsdhfke but somehow a Speech class appeared that fits my schedule for next semester so I enrolled in that, though I'm waitlisted. So now I have 12 units at Palomar and I'll have my requirements for transfer or something rather and...I have...no clue...wtf I am doing...and...I guess I should probably schedule to see my counselor soon, but doing so after I've applie seems kind of dumb. =w=;; but I should see him anyways.
I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WTF I AM DOING.
so far I've got an almost-complete app done for:
CSU Monterey Bay (they've sent me a letter(s) in senior year so I think I've got a good chance??)
CSU Long Beach
San Diego State University
San Francisco State University
so...yeah...idk...that's...I don't know. everyone says CSU is easy to get into and my counselor said I could get into CSU or UC easily but I FEEL LIKE THIS DOESN'T APPLY TO ME I am such a horrible student seriously. and to major in Bio I need to pass pre-calc AND calc and just fuck my life forever I FAILED PRE-CALC TWICE YOU GUYYYSSSSSS /wrists
edit// Just officially sent in all four apps...got the confirmation email...sent out an official transcript to all CSU...I hope I did everything right. =w=;;
does anyone else lie about what music they are listening to just so it matches with their journal